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Sunday, August 15, 2010

memendam ati yang terluka..

helo..hye..salam..
spt bese aku ingin mluahkan perasaan ku di cni..
aku xtaw nak bgtau kat sape..
bia la aku abadikan kat cni..

die mntk aku jd kawan..jd aku menerimanya..
tp aku xtau ni kptusan yg btol utk diri aku ke x..
mmg aku akui mmg sakit utk menahan sgala perasaan ni..
perasaan cinta yg ade terpaksa disembunyikan..

kdg2 aku sgt pnat..tp aku x mampu nak benti..
adakah aku terlalu buta?
ataupon sggup mderita kerana cinta?
atau terlalu bodo utk terima suma ni?

saat aku cuba hlgkan perasaan ni..
die dtg mbuat aku rindu..
kmudian dia hlg alek dan aku terpaksa memendam perasaan ni lg..

1 ari 2 die ckp nak stdy..
aku pon ckp ok..
x lame pastu aku kol nak dgr sore die jap..
pggln ptama x diangkat...
pggln kdua diangkat dan aku dgr bunyi bising..
die ckp die da kat tesco n aku dgr sore laki..
aku tros diam n die letak fon..
diam kerana aku cube thn perasaan ni..
wlupon pale aku tlintas bnda yg aku xnak pk kan..

ble aku kol,slalu nye mmg byk bunyi msg yg msuk kat fon die..
wlupon ati ni trase,tp aku terpaksa tahan lg perasaan ni..
sbbnye,aku hnya kawan die..
tp sbnrnye aku la kawan yg plg myayangi n mcintai die..
cmtulah dugaan yg terpaksa ku lalui wlupon
sedar atau x,perasaan ni mmg myakitkan klu kite
da rela bkorban utk cinta..

Even though I tell it not to go,
Even though I tell it to stop
My heart keeps going towards you
It doesn’t wear out, it doesn’t decrease
Why is my love like this
?

One by one, I count and count the memories
My heart can’t rest for even a moment
It’ll just become baggage that becomes hard to control
Why can’t I even throw them away?

Really, my heart must have done something somehow
I must have become a fool that’s blind from love
Just one place, everyday one place
Looking at the sad light that is you
Even the tear glands must be broken
My tears won’t stop
I love only you, only you
Can’t you just tell me?


Even if I hold out my hands,
No matter how much I call out
You’re always far from me
It’ll be a love that becomes painful scars
Why can’t I erase it
?

Really, my heart must have done something somehow
I must have become a fool that’s blind from love
Just one place, everyday one place
Looking at the sad light that is you
Even the tear glands must be broken
My tears won’t stop
Just one word, the one phrase that you love
Can’t you just tell me?

I try to comfort myself with the lie
That I’m happy if you just smile
Because the place you’re going towards is not me
The lonely tears flow

Really, my heart must have done something somehow
I must have gone crazy over this hard love
Can’t have you, can’t forget you
Waiting for you day by day

I must have gotten ill from missing you so much
From loving you too much

Just one thing, your heart, that one thing
Can’t you just share it with me

Can’t you love me……………………………..

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